载入中...
Have you been in love?
[ 2007-6-9 8:32:00 | By: 萃西 ]
|
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that
someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all
these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing
can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other
stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a
piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb
one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own
anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you
out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase
like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
*** By Neil Gairman*** |
